I can become anyone I want, if only I find the right clothing and accessories. I am addicted to becoming someone else through things. It´s endless. Until the world offers more colors and materials, more people to impress, I will not be fulfilled.

I am not a shopaholic, but an exotic bird. I wish to dance and show myself, decorate myself in diamonds and sparkling fabric, all to find an extraordinary life.

Does a peacock observe its own performance? That which others are observing? Does it make notes of their reactions? Does it observe others, observing it? Does all this make it unhappy?

Paula Paulette Paulina is Paula Vool

The residency is supported by the Cultural Endowment of Estonia.